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Nanoha Takamachi ([personal profile] guiding_starlight) wrote in [community profile] mayfield_rpg2012-07-28 03:37 pm

4th Record 「Bonds Formed」

[ Phone ]
Good morning, Mayfield. This is Nanoha Takamachi speaking. [ How formal! But she has a question, so it's only right she does it this way. ] I have a request. I know that we can recover items from home, and such technology was not available in the era this town is modeled after, but does anyone have a more modern television or entertainment system available that I might be able to borrow? It would need to play video discs of DVD quality or higher. I promise to take really good care of it. [ And she is using her mature-but-cheerful voice for this call. ] It would either be that, or I would ask to borrow your property for a time, so that I might show off a film from home. I will even clean up when we are finished.



[ Action : On the streets of Mayfield ]
[ Nanoha is out walking today, dressed simply but outside of Mayfield's usual standards. It's amazing the difference a shorter skirt makes. Those who know her can probably take a guess that her neighbor and friend, Hayate, is the one responsible for this alteration.

The woman is moving with a purpose in mind, but she'll still stop for some pleasant conversation if someone approaches her. ]




[ Action : 945 Beulah : Closed to residents ]
[ There is a knock at the door! But this should come to no surprise as she had called ahead the day before to make certain everyone she wanted to see would be here. Nanoha would very much like to meet Fate's assigned "family". No reason they cannot all get along well, right? ]
answerer_sword: Kattu (Peaceful)

[personal profile] answerer_sword 2012-07-30 06:18 pm (UTC)(link)
Are we? I told you that there was no conflict.

[Strange that she should feel amused at such an awkward and emotional matter, especially one that involves herself.]

I suppose when lingering negative feelings have faded in both of us, we will start speaking again as friends.

[But not as romantic partners. That would be too painful.]
answerer_sword: (Frustrated)

Re: Wow, I needed that to be LESS p.a.

[personal profile] answerer_sword 2012-07-30 06:37 pm (UTC)(link)
She suggested it. I agreed because I needed it.

[She crosses her arms.]

I know it was a misunderstanding. Neither of us had malicious intentions. But it nevertheless had a detrimental effect.

[She's still bitter about it. Even worse, with all the lies that she had told, she could not know which part of her feelings were love and which were guilt. Or whether or not she should continue this relationship now that she no longer felt guilty.]

Confronting her might...cause things to end more explosively.
answerer_sword: (Sad)

[personal profile] answerer_sword 2012-07-30 07:05 pm (UTC)(link)
You are correct in that I do not hate her. Or, rather, I have no desire to hate her.

[But she cannot help it. The bitterness...the knowledge that she had been tricked into torturing herself emotionally...the fact that she had wasted so much time and effort out of guilt that she did not need to have...]

[The more she thinks of it, the more it seems to be an attempt to assign blame. Was she to blame for misunderstanding? For lying? For creating a relationship based on guilt? Or was it Hayate for playing the trick in the first place? But Bazett had been the one who was drunk first, so did that mean she was at fault after all?]

[She nods when she hears Nanoha talking about Hayate's regrets.]

Then...it would be even worse for me to antagonize her about it, would it not? At this point, if I were to speak to her, I would have to tell her how much everything had hurt me. How...horrible that prank was even if its effects were unintended.

[For the first time in their conversation, her calm facade breaks as her voice trembles a bit.]
answerer_sword: (Sad)

[personal profile] answerer_sword 2012-07-30 07:29 pm (UTC)(link)
[Bazett averts her eyes, not wishing to look directly at Nanoha. The other woman's confidence is too much compared to Bazett's doubts.]

Are you saying that it will be more beneficial for the long term if I hurt her in the short term?

[At the same time, she would give Hayate a chance to confess her negative feelings as well.]

And what if we walk away from our meeting hating each other? You said that conflicts are not conductive to the work environment.
answerer_sword: (Default)

[personal profile] answerer_sword 2012-07-31 02:23 am (UTC)(link)
...Give me two more days to think on this. Then I will see about contacting her.

[This is the best compromise that she can make.]