1st Trot

[frothymilk]

[Action - 945 Beulah St]

[Hey Beulah St. Hope you're enjoying waking up to sirens, because as soon as they fade, the screaming will start. Loud, high-pitched screaming that almost sounds like a panicked horse, actually, except that it doesn't stop right away.]

[Then a chair goes flying out the window]

[Phone]

What the fuck is this? WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON?

[There may be a few who recognize the voice. In theory. It's far more emotive in a terrified sort of fashion than anyone ever has heard it before, and each outburst ends with a little whinny. The owner of this voice is also well known among his friends for being against swearing of all kind]

Highblood, please, oh god, are you there? What is this thing? Hello? Highblood, everything is wrong, where are you, oh gosh please tell me you're normal, oh, I can't bear the thought of your exquisite indigo... [he chokes] like this!

Please, come and kill me again, I don't want to be like this, I feel sick...

Comments

phone; filtered

[foretaste]

No. You know what the real problem is?

[fuck it. Terezi's not fond of lies, especially her own, so she might as well be truthful.]

I wish you were right. Part of me wishes that was a thing we could do, right now. I'd love to see him at his full potential, or however the hell you put it. I'd want him to act like a real highblood too. Or at least some bit of me does.

But it's not worth losing the other side of Gamzee. And Karkat will never let it happen.

phone; filtered

[frothymilk]

It is not our place to dictate how he lives. This is beyond the hemospectrum. You would not want someone telling you how to live, who to be, would you? And the fact of the matter is that, while he is on sopor, he is not making decisions with the full range of his faculties.

Terezi. Listen closely, as I will only say this once. Karkat is a good leader. But he only thinks one step at a time. It is good for the short term, for aspects like SGRUB where a tangible goal is in sight, and there is a defined set of trials to over come, but this situation needs long term consideration.

You said it yourself; you will run out of sopor one day. It is better to prepare for that eventuality now, than to wait and be caught unawares.

phone; filtered

[foretaste]

Karkat's not just his leader any more. Don't you get what I've been trying to subtly imply?

[she exhales heavily.] He's his moirail. It's been like that for a while here and back in the Veil it was just confirmed too.

So Karkat's going to do what he thinks is best for Gamzee. And right now that's keeping him pacified. You may not like it, and I also may not completely agree, but I can guarantee Karkat won't like the sound of this idea at all.

phone; filtered

[frothymilk]

I was trying to leave room for the possibility that I was reading too much into your words, actually. Because I do not agree with this. Not even a moirail should make decisions for their palemate. They are guides and confidents. He does not have to like Gamzee's choices; goodness knows that Nepeta and I do not agree on everything, and not just about foolish things like roleplay.

phone; filtered

[foretaste]

Gamz is different. Whether it's a good thing or not, he needs taking care of more than the average troll.

...I dunno. It's complicated. We've all been through a lot here, Equius. A lot. Some of us have been here for nearly half a sweep.

phone; filtered

[frothymilk]

[sigh]

How long have I been gone?

phone; filtered

[foretaste]

...One month or two? Something like that.

phone; filtered

[frothymilk]

Enough time for me to be completely out of the loop then. Excellent.

phone; filtered

[foretaste]

I could fill you in but basically it's all just 'really terrible stuff happens here, all the time, the end'.