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[crusthatecean]

[Phone]

I'm getting really tired of these 'change your history and personality' events. I put down a vote that next event be one of those 'tear out your organs while you're awake' events, I think I prefer those. Who is with me?

Also it goes without saying that I was an obnoxious fucking asshole, like pretty much all highbloods, I guess. Feel free to take issue with it, not least because out of all my many flaws, I never thought that would be one of them.

Comments

[est33medpouncellor]

But I know that you're gonna apologize anyway if something goes wrong again right? So it counts! [She's very open to forgive you isn't she?]

[crusthatecean]

I will, yeah. I'm just fucking exhausted with all of this. It's like, every few weeks I'm either apologizing for something I didn't want to do or trying to convince everyone, hey, it's no big deal, Tavros will so come back and isn't dead forever or anything! Who cares if Terezi forgot everything that happened here!

I am so tired of it. This might come as a shock but I wasn't made to be an optimist by nature.

[est33medpouncellor]

I don't think anyone wouldn't get tired of evurrything. I was only here for one 'thing', and I know I don't want it to happen again..!

[crusthatecean]

It's just that I've been here for over a human year now. That's about half a sweep.

Ever since I first showed my sorry face here I've tried to make things better for us, and I have nothing to show for it. All I've done is watch everyone come and go so many times. I'm the one who has been here the longest and still remembers now. After me is Gamzee, and if he's next to go I don't know what I'll do.