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[crusthatecean]

[Phone]

I'm getting really tired of these 'change your history and personality' events. I put down a vote that next event be one of those 'tear out your organs while you're awake' events, I think I prefer those. Who is with me?

Also it goes without saying that I was an obnoxious fucking asshole, like pretty much all highbloods, I guess. Feel free to take issue with it, not least because out of all my many flaws, I never thought that would be one of them.

Comments

[worstvikingever]

Whatever. It's not like you're actually that guy so it's not a big deal.

...okay it kind of is, but it's not your fault Mayfield screws with our heads.

[crusthatecean]

No, it's not my fault, and yet I feel the need to make amends for something some other artificial Mayfield created shithead did. It's infuriating.

[worstvikingever]

No, I know what you mean. It sucks.

[That one time he got murderdroned...]

[crusthatecean]

That's an understatement.

I'm just over this whole place, which is an understatement as well. I'm starting to prefer the idea of home. Which makes me just the universe's worst asshole.

[worstvikingever]

I dunno, I think it's okay to not like being in the crazy town that actively screws with your head and kills you every other month or whatever. Even if home is horrible, Mayfield isn't really much of an escape.

[crusthatecean]

If we ever go home for good, six of the best friends I've ever had will be gone. Permanently.

It was my fault they died, and if I don't find a way to make living here work, it will be my fault they died a second time, too.

So I would say I'm pretty much an unforgivable piece of shit for entertaining any thoughts of the shitty doomed asteroid I so pathetically referred to as 'home.'

[worstvikingever]

[He's quiet for a minute.]

I dunno, I almost think being dead permanently would be better.

[He says it quietly, and he's pretty obviously not talking about anyone but himself.]