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[crusthatecean]

[Public; Phone]

What a shock, with all of the other pointless bullshit happening around here, everyone is ignoring the musclebeast in the block, leaving me to deal with our impending suffocation via bulbous lactating meatsac.

So, the "census." I know others of you received it too, and mysteriously provided your weaknesses and ammunition against you before it mysteriously disappeared. That thing we involuntarily filled out with our deepest secrets, just like we did last year before they had us fucking hunt each other? Yeah, are we planning on doing anything about that?

For those who have joined us more recently and haven't been paying attention to the audio hook flip outs, I'll graciously explain. Last time they did this, a week later we were given targets among us to kill. We were promised prizes if we succeeded and punishment if we failed. Incidentally, the only punishment that manifested was weak like off brand grubsauce and the prizes also deeply sucked, but I'm sure yet again some of you psychopath morons will do what Mayfield tells you to as though it hasn't been proven time and time again that nothing Mayfield promises ever comes true.

So I think it's about time those of us who aren't interested in participating in wiggler relay races for the dubious privilege of going to the beach with Doc Scratch tried to actually work out a plan. Isn't there some kind of useless ass defense force around, or am I proposing everything?

Anyway, I'm thinking some kind of general pact to hunt down as a group anyone who so much as passes gas murderously once they give us our targets, but I'm open to other suggestions provided they aren't retarded.

[Filtered to 6 Sweep Trolls]

And since I'm proposing the murder posse, it goes without saying that none of you are participating, no matter what happens or who your target is or what they promise you. You embarrassments are enough of a problem for me without forcing me to organize mobs to kill you.

Comments

[crusthatecean]

They already essentially did that to me, so who gives a fuck.

Personally, I don't buy their excuses at all, but that's just me. How can it 'save them energy' to carry out complicated individualized tortures?

[ceasetoexist]

[He heard that. But he won't comment on it.]

Dunno. Wish I did. After two years of being in this place I wish I knew anything.

But the fact is there has to be more to the events where it asks us to kill each other than them just getting some kind of weird jolly from having us do that. If that was the entire point of this, it wouldn't have gone on as long as it has. Eventually after you torture people long enough you get tired and throw the whole thing away.

Least. That's how I imagine you'd do it.

[crusthatecean]

Really? You really think there's no such thing as someone who enjoys killing for the hell of it? Who just likes to toy with us like we're small mammals?

[ceasetoexist]

No. I know they exist.

I'm just saying that after doing it so long with a specific theme like this it gets old. And think of the evidence.

Things start shutting down during Christmas, so they ask some of us to "forfeit" our existence and power starts increasing. Maybe death is some kind of necessity in this place. Think about how high the murder rate is here due in part to the psychos who have less power and operate on a lower scale than the people running the place. They bring them here because they need to count on them to do what they do best, or for people to just let go of what morals they have. And they do.

I'd love to think that they're telling us this crap because they're just sadistic jerkoffs, but we've always operated under the idea that that's a fact. And it may not be. It's hard to believe at first but I still think they have an ulterior motive for doing so much crap that's "okay, now kill someone".

[crusthatecean]

I want to believe that. It makes it sound like we could actually try and fix it, instead of an endless cycle of being fucked with.

[ceasetoexist]

It wouldn't make any sense if I said I wanted to believe what you believe right now, would it?

[crusthatecean]

It doesn't. To me.

You want them to just be fucking with us?

[ceasetoexist]

Yeah. I do.

Because I can at least understand that. That it was all just cruelty, and nothing more.

But I really don't believe it is anymore.

[crusthatecean]

If you say so.

I don't really care why they're doing it, I just want to find a way to stop it from happening.

[ceasetoexist]

I don't think we're at a point where we can do that yet. But I actually do think we're getting closer to it.

[crusthatecean]

Do you? You're more optimistic than I am, I still think this is all senseless and we've accomplished nothing.

[ceasetoexist]

I've been here a year longer than you. And I've seen a distinct change int eh town and how much control the people running it really seem to have.

I'm not saying we've accomplished anything yet. But I think we're moving to a point where we'll be able to. Soon, too. I'd give them another year at most before whoever is actually keeping us here makes a mistake so big we can take advantage of it.

[crusthatecean]

Another year...

I think I'd be able to live with that.

[ceasetoexist]

I'm not going to lie. There's always the possibility I could somehow be too optimistic. But I don't think so.

They're losing control a lot faster than they were before. I think we can actually win against them in the end.

What we do from there? I dunno.