{{鹿目 まどか//☆.. Kaname Madoka (
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mayfield_rpg2012-02-11 10:59 pm
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[ Almost a week ago, Madoka woke in her bed from a nightmare. She'd been killed, but it took replaying the horrible memory over and over in her mind for the fact to sink in. She'd died. Being revived couldn't erase that fact, no matter how much Madoka internally begged her memories to stop playing over and over.
But she pulled herself out of bed
and started the mechanical routine for school, as if nothing was wrong. She'll have kept this up all week, only taking the time to cry when she feels she's alone. ( If you want to backtag an instance of this, just make an action reply! ) ]
[ phone ☆ ]
Um, excuse me for bothering! I'm glad that everything seems to be okay now, I really am. But... but, even though it's been a while, something has been.... been bothering me, I... It's about something that... that happened, I um... [ Madoka hesitates. She wants to talk to someone about how scared she was, and sort of still is, in regards to being killed. But as the words start writing themselves out in her head she realizes it... She's being so selfish. Her first thought is of Mami and Madoka immediately starts tearing up. ] I um... I wanted to... I'm just not sure how to feel, I...
[ Mami has died. Her friends have probably suffered. For her to be freaking out over this is selfish, right? When they've all bee so strong... But does treating it that way mean she thinks Mami would be silly to cry?
Madoka lowers the phone, her voice getting softer. ]
That's, I...
[ She goes quiet... then speaks up, her voice shaking despite all attempts to sound tough. ] I just wanted to check up on everyone! Even if things are fixed, I want to be extra careful from now on... I was wondering if someone could teach me a bit more first aid? The things I learned as a Nurse's Assistant at school really aren't any good in such situations... Oh and um! With Valentines Day coming up... Has anyone made plans yet? For what to do? I'd like to try doing something instead of just watching, for once, um... Please, call me back if you have time!
[ Almost a week ago, Madoka woke in her bed from a nightmare. She'd been killed, but it took replaying the horrible memory over and over in her mind for the fact to sink in. She'd died. Being revived couldn't erase that fact, no matter how much Madoka internally begged her memories to stop playing over and over.
But she pulled herself out of bed
and started the mechanical routine for school, as if nothing was wrong. She'll have kept this up all week, only taking the time to cry when she feels she's alone. ( If you want to backtag an instance of this, just make an action reply! ) ]
[ phone ☆ ]
Um, excuse me for bothering! I'm glad that everything seems to be okay now, I really am. But... but, even though it's been a while, something has been.... been bothering me, I... It's about something that... that happened, I um... [ Madoka hesitates. She wants to talk to someone about how scared she was, and sort of still is, in regards to being killed. But as the words start writing themselves out in her head she realizes it... She's being so selfish. Her first thought is of Mami and Madoka immediately starts tearing up. ] I um... I wanted to... I'm just not sure how to feel, I...
[ Mami has died. Her friends have probably suffered. For her to be freaking out over this is selfish, right? When they've all bee so strong... But does treating it that way mean she thinks Mami would be silly to cry?
Madoka lowers the phone, her voice getting softer. ]
That's, I...
[ She goes quiet... then speaks up, her voice shaking despite all attempts to sound tough. ] I just wanted to check up on everyone! Even if things are fixed, I want to be extra careful from now on... I was wondering if someone could teach me a bit more first aid? The things I learned as a Nurse's Assistant at school really aren't any good in such situations... Oh and um! With Valentines Day coming up... Has anyone made plans yet? For what to do? I'd like to try doing something instead of just watching, for once, um... Please, call me back if you have time!

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...I apologize profusely for my behavior a few weeks ago.
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[ It takes Madoka a moment to recognize the voice on the other end of the phone. Then she herself pauses, draws in a deep breath, and tries to remain calm. ]
No, I... I'm sure you didn't mean it...
wow hi late
I...no, I did not...I believe it was the influence of the town, but...I...I humbly beg for your forgiveness.
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Want to talk about it?
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[ She hesitates. ]
I don't want to be a burden, so...
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[She recognizes the girl's voice. It is the girl who had asked her about alliances.]
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At the mention of first aid, Tsunade jumps at the call to answer. There's always a need for more medics at Mayfield! ]
First aid? I'm sure I can teach you a thing or two about it. I'm a medic, after all.
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I have wanted to tag you for so long! ;w;
sdfasfvf I-I'm honored ;u; th-thank youu
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A-are you okay..?
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Do they teach any good first aid in there in the first place? [ So something had happened to Madoka lately? Didn't sound like it had been anything fun.
Valentine's, huh. ] I haven't thought of anything to do on St. Val's yet.
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[ Happy enough to get a bit teary eyed, though she is quick to begin dabbing the tears away. ]
You haven't? Um, well... you'll be at school, right?
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What's wrong?
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P-please! Don't worry...
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[Memories returned, and the last week fresh in his mind, there is a thick layer of regret in his voice.]
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[ She wonders if he remembers now, but doesn't say anything. Madoka doesn't want him to know how lonely it was to have an amnesia-Rin. ]
Can I help you..?
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