It's like... It's like they figured out the fastest way to break me and promptly set about doing it. Trap me here, give me Aziraphale, force me to realize I'm in love with him, take him away, give him back with no memories of our time here, let me get perfectly comfortable and domestic with him, and then take him away again. And lets not forget how they gave me my wings and then forced me to choose between eating my friends and losing one of them.
I know everyone here has had it rough... I'm just so... I can't deal with it anymore. I just can't care anymore.
[He knows he's lying. He'll never stop caring. But maybe if he lies enough, he'll start believing it and make all this easier to bear.]
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It's like... It's like they figured out the fastest way to break me and promptly set about doing it. Trap me here, give me Aziraphale, force me to realize I'm in love with him, take him away, give him back with no memories of our time here, let me get perfectly comfortable and domestic with him, and then take him away again. And lets not forget how they gave me my wings and then forced me to choose between eating my friends and losing one of them.
I know everyone here has had it rough... I'm just so... I can't deal with it anymore. I just can't care anymore.
[He knows he's lying. He'll never stop caring. But maybe if he lies enough, he'll start believing it and make all this easier to bear.]