[Remus has to think on that for a moment. Think long and carefully, as it's certainly something he considered before, though not something he particularly cared to dwell upon.]

...for the longest time, growing up, I thought I'd give anything to be rid of it. Even some darker times, I seriously considered if living was worth the pain I had to endure every month. But despite that, I suppose it became a part of me. Perhaps not the best part, but a part nevertheless.

So I suppose I just feel like something is missing. Though, as to whether I'd have it back? [Remus smirked.] Still not so clear on that part.