[Hey, Dist can be pretty pathetic when... well, when he's breathing, but also when he's being confronted with glaring personality flaws.]
L-last Valentine's day... it wasn't fair. It showed me what my life would have been like if I were actually loved by someone very important to me. It was a lie, of course, but... it just wasn't fair. He was even here. He was here and he had the same memories and he wouldn't even pretend.
[Ooooh no, we're getting into that can of worms. Dist hasn't pulled away; he normally maintains a strict personal bubble but right now he needs the contact.]
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L-last Valentine's day... it wasn't fair. It showed me what my life would have been like if I were actually loved by someone very important to me. It was a lie, of course, but... it just wasn't fair. He was even here. He was here and he had the same memories and he wouldn't even pretend.
[Ooooh no, we're getting into that can of worms. Dist hasn't pulled away; he normally maintains a strict personal bubble but right now he needs the contact.]