thebeastwithout: (Threaten)
Beast Boy ([personal profile] thebeastwithout) wrote in [community profile] mayfield_rpg 2012-03-08 03:34 am (UTC)

Aaaargh! Tara! It's not about a choice between you or her! Going back to yelling about the same things all the time doesn't make it any more true!

I don't care if you're Terra or Tara or if you wanna come up with some other name! It's not about what I want! It's never been about what I want. It would be awesome if Terra came back, but when we met here, I said I wouldn't bother you about it, and I didn't. The only time this ever came up was when you started getting into a shouting match because I said the wrong name by accident. It's hard for you, but maybe, it's a little bit hard for all of us, too! Being your friend is like walking on eggshells because you get so darn angry so easily.

And you know what? You're not like Terra. You're not like Terra at all. You're not adventurous, you're not way too energetic, you're not a showoff, and you're not reckless. And that's fine. I still like you. I still wanted you to save Raven and Starfire with me, and I still wanted to save you from the hospital.

You're my friend, Terra or Tara or whoever, but that's not what this is about! The point is, what's really true? If you don't want to be Terra, then fine. You don't have to be. But you still have to face it. You can't say 'I was never Terra', because it's obvious now that that's a lie! Shouting and screaming like this... It's just being childish. I'm sorry you had a bad time, and I'm sorry just thinking about it makes you so unhappy. But you can't live your whole life sticking your fingers in your ears.

After all this, if you think that looking exactly the same, getting her stuff back, saying things to me that only she could possibly know... if you think it's all some sort of weird coincidence?

You're just lying to yourself.

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